May 24, 2021
I have nothing to give you
I cannot meet your demand for me to spill out
words that long died in me
I cannot dig up old graves in me and bring words
back to life
I am not capable of resurrection.
I have nothing to give you
I cannot paint you portraits of your pain
with words as the instruments
I am not capable of pain and making art
I have nothing to give you
i cannot love you from torn up affections
I cannot make you feel warmth of love
I am not capable of finding that which is lost in me.
my words have fell into graves
my words no longer make art
my words have no warmth of love
as I cannot give from a broken heart.